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[inuko]

[ He'd managed to hold back for a whole day. Or a week, on another count, but for this? Being torn up over it? A whole day.

For him, that was a remarkably short time to bottle something negative away. He knows how much of his heart he shows, but he also knows what he hides away, and that this is the first time he hasn't when it comes to his lonely, darker thoughts... that's not lost on him. He cleaves to Shi Qingxuan, humming a note of acknowledgement in his throat. ]

I love you.

[ He says, because it's the biggest emotion right now, and the rest, the rest he can address after that important point. ]

I don't cry half as much as you think I do.

[ With anyone other than... Shi Qingxuan, in all truth. ]

[winepouring]

I know you don't cry that much?

[ He laughs a little, pressing a kiss to the crown of Shino's head. He doesn't even know where that comment comes from. ]

As I said, it's okay to cry if you're hurt or sad.

[ If anything, he hopes he doesn't have much reason to cry... ]

I love you...

[ Which means a lot of things in this moment. ]

[inuko]

[ He's... so exhausted he's having a hard time keeping his eyes open even when he opens them again. ]

Love you too.

[ Is close to automatic, but heavy with the same meaning he doesn't always impart when he says it; now he nuzzles closer and holds on with a renewed squeeze, wanting to just. Be like this for a while. With someone he specifically cares about in varied, deep ways; and someone who is, like all those he cares for, not holding his weak moments against him.

He loves Shi Qingxuan very much, even if he is annoyingly tall. The jerk. ]

[winepouring]

[ Shi Qingxuan loves Shino in all his short and compact ways. He fits nearly perfectly in his arms. (It he leaned back and pulled Shino along, then it would absolutely be perfect.)

He doesn't think anything more needs to be said beyond a hum and another, little kiss to return that I love you all over again.

He loves him. He loves him no matter what. He can't imagine a condition that would make his love for him decrease. It's hard not to feel that way about his first love. It's a soft, warm feeling that wraps around the two of them in Shi Qingxuan's mind. ]

Shino.

[ He whispers, his nose buried in Shino's hair, voice just above his ear. ]

I want to make love with you, too.

[ Now? In general? In his half-human form? Regardless of his intentions there, he follows that statement up with small kiss and his arms squeezing around Shino's back. ]