[ He presses a kiss to Shi Qingxuan's cheek, nuzzling after with his nose. That he stays there after, eyes still only half open, speaks to his comfort more than the rest. Focussing on the man in his arms and the emotions he's talking about is much simpler than what he can't control in the chaos of their landscape. ]
Mm, people who feel loyalty like that, who try seeing good in a world that isn't always kind... and people who are genuine in what they feel, whatever it is.
[ He's listing things that he feels in tune with, things he either admires or wishes he could emulate; there's a steadfastness in both the men he's speaking about that he wishes he'd have, if he were their age, but that's not something he'll say. ]
They'll still be there for you when I can't be. [ He adds, voice quieter. ] Love is something I can't understand giving up, or being afraid to feel, and with them, just like you... I think that's something they can handle. If that makes them my type, then I guess they are.
[ The last comes out somewhat teasing, with his lips curling into a half grin, but he doesn't move away or laugh it off when he says as much. His "type" doesn't exist on a physical level, but on a level of people who he can care about, who he can see caring for those he cares about, yes.
Even if he thinks with the Hua Cheng guy, it's more a focus toward Xie Lian, he doesn't see anything wrong with it either. But it makes him someone worth love, too. People who aren't afraid and aren't suicidal. Isn't that worth it? ]
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Mm, people who feel loyalty like that, who try seeing good in a world that isn't always kind... and people who are genuine in what they feel, whatever it is.
[ He's listing things that he feels in tune with, things he either admires or wishes he could emulate; there's a steadfastness in both the men he's speaking about that he wishes he'd have, if he were their age, but that's not something he'll say. ]
They'll still be there for you when I can't be. [ He adds, voice quieter. ] Love is something I can't understand giving up, or being afraid to feel, and with them, just like you... I think that's something they can handle. If that makes them my type, then I guess they are.
[ The last comes out somewhat teasing, with his lips curling into a half grin, but he doesn't move away or laugh it off when he says as much. His "type" doesn't exist on a physical level, but on a level of people who he can care about, who he can see caring for those he cares about, yes.
Even if he thinks with the Hua Cheng guy, it's more a focus toward Xie Lian, he doesn't see anything wrong with it either. But it makes him someone worth love, too. People who aren't afraid and aren't suicidal. Isn't that worth it? ]